Wake me when it's over

I swear, I'm *really* trying to be in the spirit this year, and there are things I'm excited about, but for the most part -- this holiday season I'm just sort of bummed. Kind of ho-hum about the whole thing.

I'm actually looking more forward to it being over with. Totally odd for me, because usually after the last gift is opened and that the day comes to an end, I'm already feeling sad and depressed that it's over for the year.

I guess I am more unhappy with many aspects of my life than I thought. I wish things were different.